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24/05/25

24/05/25

my first online diary entry!! .. knowing me, ill probably online be posting in here once every 3 months or so since I generally never write diary entrys, but ill write in a bit about me and my life anyways

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。 a bit about myself
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i live in london and im currently in secondary, i dress menhera, yamikawaii and fairykei (i also have 1 jiraikei set) all my irl friends have currently left me, so i came here hoping i could find online friends.. my discord is @lolv66_ btw! >⩊<

ive been feeling super depressed recently, knowing that i will most likely be at the graduation prom thingy and the leavers day where people sign ur t-shirts with no friends. ive always dreamed of laughing w my friends on those very last days , id thought it'd be one of my fondest memories ; but now its just gone. i still dont get how they could just leave me, they never actually said why.. if your reading this and looking for online friends, ill be available since im very desprate rn.. (╥﹏╥) (╥﹏╥)

anywhoo, heres some acsii art!! (∩˃o˂∩)♡

copy acsii art! >_<

    


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